Source: http://alwayscuilin.blogspot.comi miss the owner of the pic
and i miss everything before i came over
will time go backwards
just once?
The hardest part is being content with who you are.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
do you know me?
Source: http://alwayscuilin.blogspot.comi miss the owner of the pic
and i miss everything before i came over
will time go backwards
just once?
Saturday, September 12, 2009
so near... yet so far
First of all, I am sick. That kind where your whole body pain, yet there's nothing you can do to take it away? With flu and cough and sorethroat and dunno wat else.
I am quite reluctant to blog actually, cause my eyes are painful whenever I open it, what with staring at computer screen right. But I got noone to talk to =/ Actually I cannot really talk also la, haha. I just want to do something, cause I cannot sleep even though I have been lying on bed for vvvvvvvvvvvv long. And the boyfriend is tired so I shouldn't have him to talk to me also. So I called Ping but her phone cannot get through BUT I can sms her! Stupid or not Digi -.-
Okla I admit I'm just bored =/
I am quite reluctant to blog actually, cause my eyes are painful whenever I open it, what with staring at computer screen right. But I got noone to talk to =/ Actually I cannot really talk also la, haha. I just want to do something, cause I cannot sleep even though I have been lying on bed for vvvvvvvvvvvv long. And the boyfriend is tired so I shouldn't have him to talk to me also. So I called Ping but her phone cannot get through BUT I can sms her! Stupid or not Digi -.-
Okla I admit I'm just bored =/
Friday, September 11, 2009
Love! :P
How could anyone not love this?Righttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
:P
I hope I'm filthy rich sometimes.
:P :P :P
Okla, all the time.
Hahaha!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Pain
I find it so hilarious sometimes.
Why should I care about others' lives? I don't get anything if they are healthy, or even if they are sick.
I trust that everyone has a choice, and sometimes even though we know what the choice will lead to, we still cannot do anything about it. Because they will not listen.
So you stand there, you see how they go through it. They bang the wall, sometimes they bang the wall over and over again, then come back, blame God blame everyone around, and still, never learn.
Their pride has blinded them, they are bigger than anyone else, the self is bigger than anything in the world.
But who am I to judge? I am nothing.
I am that one that banged the wall before, and still is, sometimes. I am no better. But seeing people keep doing it over and over again, made me feel so helpless. Helplessly pained. Secretly I want to help.
Sometimes I would rather I am fooled, that I don't know this. Then I won't feel so pained, then I wouldn't need to care, why do I need to care anyway. It has nothing to do with me. That is not my life that they are losing, that it has nothing at all to do with me... Nothing.
I will not be credited if they are good, I will not be blame if they are bad.
Give it away, let it go, and move on. Don't try to help, they wouldn't want it
Why should I care about others' lives? I don't get anything if they are healthy, or even if they are sick.
I trust that everyone has a choice, and sometimes even though we know what the choice will lead to, we still cannot do anything about it. Because they will not listen.
So you stand there, you see how they go through it. They bang the wall, sometimes they bang the wall over and over again, then come back, blame God blame everyone around, and still, never learn.
Their pride has blinded them, they are bigger than anyone else, the self is bigger than anything in the world.
But who am I to judge? I am nothing.
I am that one that banged the wall before, and still is, sometimes. I am no better. But seeing people keep doing it over and over again, made me feel so helpless. Helplessly pained. Secretly I want to help.
Sometimes I would rather I am fooled, that I don't know this. Then I won't feel so pained, then I wouldn't need to care, why do I need to care anyway. It has nothing to do with me. That is not my life that they are losing, that it has nothing at all to do with me... Nothing.
I will not be credited if they are good, I will not be blame if they are bad.
Give it away, let it go, and move on. Don't try to help, they wouldn't want it
Friday, September 4, 2009
New skin!
Yay!
I'm on with new skin! Haha ookay, so I don't know where to get nice blog skin or how to make one, but I can still get an okay one here. At least it is more user-friendly *happie*
Sometimes I really wonder, if anyone would be interested in my blog. My blog, is kind of, or VERY text-heavy, with the lack of pictures some more. Lol. Wellll, I wasn't like that. I was one hardworking blogger, at the beginning. I maintained and keep my blog up to date and all, but things happen people changed, I guess I have changed a lot. Looking back, I know I've really changed a lot.
I am currently, having loads in my mind, that I'm trying to clear off.
Pray for me?
My sister is sick, and I am really worry. She's one tough lady that I've seen, and she is one very important soul to me, she is the one who cheer and comfort me through ups and downs, even though she might not understand what I am going through at times.
Other than that, my niece and nephew are sick as well. And of course, Shirley. And my entire family, is not doing very well at the same time.
I am undergoing pressure that, well I hope I can sustain.
On a lighter note, I went Pyramid with Crys just now! :D
And I just cant resist this! :P
I bought the Mickey's, I cant decide between these two, I even tried tossing coin! Haha then Crys 'forced' me to choose by buying the other one, Lol :P
I'm so happie!!! :D
And I found this which Crys said cost RM20 online... So I didn't buy. I wanted it very much larrrrrrrrrrh. Hahaaa. And I like the picture this way :P
And here is the memory I don't want to forget...
I cant decide on which photo to post, Haha. So I posted 2 of me and my mom's :P
So yea.. I am 'supposed to' sleep like... 2 hours ago.
Toodles (:
I'm on with new skin! Haha ookay, so I don't know where to get nice blog skin or how to make one, but I can still get an okay one here. At least it is more user-friendly *happie*
Sometimes I really wonder, if anyone would be interested in my blog. My blog, is kind of, or VERY text-heavy, with the lack of pictures some more. Lol. Wellll, I wasn't like that. I was one hardworking blogger, at the beginning. I maintained and keep my blog up to date and all, but things happen people changed, I guess I have changed a lot. Looking back, I know I've really changed a lot.
I am currently, having loads in my mind, that I'm trying to clear off.
Pray for me?
My sister is sick, and I am really worry. She's one tough lady that I've seen, and she is one very important soul to me, she is the one who cheer and comfort me through ups and downs, even though she might not understand what I am going through at times.
Other than that, my niece and nephew are sick as well. And of course, Shirley. And my entire family, is not doing very well at the same time.
I am undergoing pressure that, well I hope I can sustain.
On a lighter note, I went Pyramid with Crys just now! :D
And I just cant resist this! :PI bought the Mickey's, I cant decide between these two, I even tried tossing coin! Haha then Crys 'forced' me to choose by buying the other one, Lol :P
I'm so happie!!! :D
And I found this which Crys said cost RM20 online... So I didn't buy. I wanted it very much larrrrrrrrrrh. Hahaaa. And I like the picture this way :PAnd here is the memory I don't want to forget...
I cant decide on which photo to post, Haha. So I posted 2 of me and my mom's :PSo yea.. I am 'supposed to' sleep like... 2 hours ago.
Toodles (:
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