no i'm not talking about my boyfriend

how many times you want to crush my heart over and over again?
what kind of attitude is this?
not attitude towards me
but attitude towards Jesus


seriously
and i'm called to love and love over and over again
if only this is my own business
if only i'm doing this for myself



if only Jesus had not die on the cross for me
which he did

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sigh
alright i give in
it doesn't mean that you can continue to take grace for granted
it doesn't mean that i'll be bullied
it only mean that i'll continue to do what is right
and not do what is wrong
without looking at the left or right
i focus on You



the pain the hurt the wounds
i surrender to You

it's all for You
it's all about You
i'm humbled
it's all because of You
there nothing i cannot do with You
(Phil 4:13)


i can forgive i can love (o:

Hebrews 12:1-2

Let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.